I am in my car dressed in my orange jump suit. It is night. Where I am going and where I have been is a mystery. A call comes through from the HEMS desk to attend a call all the way over in Essex. I start on my way, then get sidetracked, and stop off at a friend's house for a drink. An irate call from HEMS sends me scurrying out to my vehicle. As I start the engine, the passenger door opens, and a very drunk women gets in. I scream at her to get out - she does so, with a bit of a shove from me. I turn to reverse out of my parking space, and my gaze is met by the lifeless stares of the two girls I have failed to save, sitting in the passenger seats behind me.
My screams waken Mrs RRD, and she calms me down, but it is a long time before sleep finds me again..
11 months ago